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ive got a new name everyone
im gunna start writing in this one from now on
so_unheard_of
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sorry i havent updated in a while but ive been busy...really busy.....so ya here it is.....i now have permission to sleep over my boyfriends house...im sooooo happy and wuts even better is that his father is kewl with it too....I LOVE YOU STEVEN....so ya with that said....we went on his boat monday night and went out and stayed out all night it was so much fun...we slept together in the birth, i felt soooo safe in his arms and his father slept in the lower cabin (captian room) and ant slept on the coach when we woke up i went on deck and OMG IT WAS THE PRETTIEST SIGHT IVE EVER SEEN.... we were right next to a island and the way the sun was coming through the clouds was beautiful...ill never forget that morning. IM SO HAPPY NOW A DAYS ITS SOO GREAT...life cant get any better.
dreaming of something more in the night
hopeing that the sun never shows its face
cuz i dont want this night to end
i dont want this dream to fade
i love ur face ur touch ur smile ur laugh
i love ur overly sarcastic ways
i love to love u in everyway
roses for me and hugs and kisses for u
cuz thats all i can offer
is my love to u
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! ×××T.D.D.U.P×××
update soon....promise<3
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[01 Nov 2004|10:30am] |
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[28 Oct 2004|08:39am] |
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OHHHHHH YAAAAA....I LOVE STEVEN!!!!
9/25/04
i cant get retakes god damit!!!!
that pisses me off...oh well ill get over it
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[26 Oct 2004|12:25pm] |
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I LOVE STEVE
Yesterday was 1 month for me and steve and he bought me roses and chocolate covered cherries.....i love u baby
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[22 Oct 2004|08:17am] |
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HAHAHAHHA I LOVE THIS BACKGROUND!!! ITS SO FREAKING KEWL!!!
I LOVE STEVE ...9/25/04 OMG BABY ITS ALMOST 1 MONTH!!!!
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[21 Oct 2004|11:08am] |
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I LOVE STEVE!!!!!
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[21 Oct 2004|08:22am] |
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Today is goin to be a really loooooong day cuz steve isnt here, hes out on the boat....i miss him alot....im tired...goodbye
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tooooodaaaaayyyyyyy iiiiiissssss aaaaaaaa looooooonnnnngggggg daaaaayyyyyy....it realy really sucks......im goin out tonight to a party then goin to my friends house to baby sit her kidz tomorrow i have been soooo busy lately that there is 2 much to write....so ill just tell u that i am happier then i have ever been....
oh ya ....i dont do well with threts....so the next time u want to threten me...make sure u have enough balls to acutally follow through with wut ur sayin...if not......then BACK THE FUCK OFF CUZ NOONE WANTS U HERE!!!!
U.K.W.U.R
I LOVE YOU STEVEN FERRAIUOLO!!!!!!!
u make the stars come out and play at night
and the moon dance in the sunny skies!!
u make the world stop when u touch my hand
and u make outerspace not so empty.
i love ur every move
i love everything about u
i cant wait to kiss u
i cant wait to see u again whenever u leave
always and forever ~*~T.D.D.U.P.~*~
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i saw it and i thought id be like everyone else...HAHAHA
sry i havent updated in a while i havent been home AT ALL...i only now come home to sleep and wash clothes and shower (sometimes i just shower at his house)...everything else i do at steves...i love him..im hopelessly devoted to him and i love it...cant wait to see u baby!! XOxoXOxoXO
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[01 Oct 2004|09:12am] |
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Three things that scare me:
1. Life
2. Losing Steve
3. Spiders
Three people who make me laugh:
1. STEVE
2. Ant
3. Mike
Three things I love in no particular order:
1. Steve
2. Life
3. My family
Three things I hate:
1. Really cold weather
2. Fake people
3. Liars
Three things I don't understand:
1. Why things happen
2. My life
3. How i got steve back
Three things on my desk:
1. News paper
2. Math paper
3. book
Three things I'm doing right now:
1. doing this
2. thinking about steve
3. thinking about food...i know i know ...im fat
Three things I want to do before I die:
1. Get married
2. Become famous
3. Have kids
FIVE things I can do:
1. Play Softball
2. Row
3. make ppl laugh
4. give good advice
5. honestly say that i never talk about ppl behind their backs
Three ways to describe my personality:
1. Loving
2. Sweet
3. honest
Three ways to describe my looks:
1. cute
2. dorky
3. loveable
Three things I can't/don't do:
1. Smoke
2. Drugs
3. Lie or backstabb ppl
FIVE things I think you should listen to:
1. your heart
2. teachers
3. Parents
4. yourself
5. music
Three things I don't think you should listen to ever:
1. other ppl
2. Backstabbers
3. popular ppl
Three things I say the most:
1. YA (insert word here)
2. i hate u (lol...u know i love u)
3. OH MAN
Three of your absolute favorite foods:
1. Chinese
2. Italian food
3. kabasa
Three things I'd like to learn:
1. Why things happen
2. Why ppl come and go
3. Why feelings change
Three beverages you drink regularly:
1. Water
2. COFFEE
3. Soda
Three shows you watched when you were a kid:
1. My Little Pony
2. Sailormoon
3. Rainbow Bright
1. Spell your first name backwards: acissej
2. The story behind your Livejournal name? when i was sad and alone i made it....but now IM HAPPPY...so i guess i should get a new name...lol
Describe your...
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily? gold
[ x ] Pillow cover ? black with dragons on it
[ x ] Blanket ? black wit dragons on it
[ x ] Coffee cup ? is always full...lol
[ x ] Favorite shirt ? dont have one
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume? vanilla rose
[ x ] CD in stereo right now ? D.C.
[ x ] Piercings? have my ears pierced..my upper ear...belly button....and comeing soon my tounge
Who or What (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - tongue lol
[ x ] In my head - steve and the big ?ion WHY
[ x ] Wishing ? I was with steve
[ x ] After this ? doing my essay for history..yes yes yes...i know...im ACUTALLY doing work
[ x ] Fetishes ? wouldnt u like to know
[ x ] If you could get away with murder who would you kill? derrick and ashley
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? my mom and dad
[ x ] Is next to you ? my bookbag
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? crazy/beautiful...romeo and juliet...freddy got fingered
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? the BAHAMAS...OH YA
[ x ] The last thing you ate? pixie stick
[ x ] Do you like candles? yes
[ x ] Do you like incense? yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? no
[ x ] Do you believe in love ? YES I DO
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? YES
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? im gunna get creamated like my father and have the ashes buried next to my mother in NY
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy ? Ashley
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? either a monkey or a fruit bat
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies ? TWIX...its all in the mixxxx
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better ? why things happen
A - Act your age! why??? i dont stand in line wit everyone else i stand out and make sure im heard
B - Born on what day of the week? i cant remember that
C - Chore you hate? cleaning the bathroom
D - Dad's name? rollie
E - Essential makeup item? black eye liner
F - Favorite actor? CHAD MICHELLE MURRY
G - Gold or silver? gold
H - Hometown? Stanford,CT
I - Instruments you play? dont have the patience
J - Job title? Student
K - Kids? in the future...YESS
L - Living arrangements? East Haven, CT
M - Mom's name? Nikki
N - Number of people you've slept with? 3
O - Overnight hospital stays? never
P - Phobia? Spiders
Q - Quote you like? "Who u r now, is not neccessarly who u will become"
R - Religious affiliation? dont have any
S - Sibling? foster bro's and sis's
T - Time you wake up? 7am
U - Unique habit? i dont know
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? MUSHROOMS
W - Worst habit? i dont know
X - X-rays you've had? teeth
Y - Yummy food you make? NOODLES
Z - Zodiac Sign? Capricorn
thats it i finally finished it......i love my life
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY STEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(it was really sat. but i didnt get a chance to update)
so ya, ur 18 now, from wut ive seen uve been happier in the past week and a half then u have been in a long long time...im so happy we r together and i have someone i can trust and love with all my heart....u have meade me the happiest person in the world and nothing has been able to change that...and it never will as long as ur there.....i love u sooooo much
oh ya and for the pyscho bitch....BACK OFF!!!!
forever and always ur one and only love
Jessica
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[11 Sep 2004|03:15pm] |
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so it is sept 11 ...i payed my respects today ....
DID YOU?!?!?!?
when 9:11am came i gave a moment of silence and i made a little card that gave tribute to the 9/11 incident and i went across the street and placed it in the water and watched it float away and then sink...it was a very touching moment.(tear)...no really i cried
when 9:11 pm comes tonight im gunna give another moment of silence and give a another card tribute to the lake across the street.
i feel the pain the families have been going threw, the families that have been torn apart by this incident, i pray for u and hope u can get threw and c that even tho they have torn ur loved ones away from u...i beg u to c that it is wrong to destroy families in iraq that had nothing to do with this...plz find it in ur hearts to forgive.....but dont ever forget...plz dont ever forget...just forgive...and live life the way ur loved ones would have wanted u 2
(if i have offended anyone with my statement i am sry, i really am)
ive g2g pCe
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im not all that into sex now a days..so i guess my score on that one is true...but i completely agree with the "when they hate u" remark...lol....e-nways...everything has been going sooooo good since i started school again...well...even befor that...i have been soooo happy...like nothing can bring me down...its almost like im on a 24/7 rush....i love it...cant get enough of it...and im so getting with this guy soon, which i know will treat me right and never let me down or break my heart....and i found out 1 more thing that is making this so much better.....BROKEN HEARTS DO MEND FUCK FACE!!! HAHAHA!! well w/e its so not worth my breath to talk about it.....so ya i went to maine last week it was really really fun, cant wait to go back, started my college class...so happy that im graduateing this year...WHOO HOOO NO MORE SOUND SCHOOL!!!!...but im gunna leave all my friends :*(...but thats how it goes they come and they go...but RAMEN NOODLE SOUP LASTS FOREVER!!!lol...sry had to bust out wit that...lol
anyways - its now friday night and i just got home from hangin with my bestest best hommie in the world...love ya hun...so i felt like updateing ...sry i know its been a while...but eh...shit happens...lol...w/e..im gunna go rest my sweet little loved behind and rot my brain away some more with that lovely invention called the BOOB TOOB...lol...(for ppl who dont know wut that is, its a TV)...pCe
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[06 Sep 2004|09:45pm] |
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HOLY SHIT DID I HAVE FUN IN MAINE!!!
but its a loooooong story to tell and im way 2 tired to tell it right now..so ill update 2morrow
pCe
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[02 Sep 2004|08:25pm] |
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so yah ..went to school today..and it was fun!!..saw everyone i missed and even some ppl i didnt..but hey..w/e...so ya...went downtown today after school...me and ash walked down there...and then we walked all over the damn place ...and then i got dropped off home and now my knee is the size of a watermelon..thank u ash!!..lol...but yah..got home and got into this big ass fight but now i just really dont care about it anymore..im learnin to just let things go..its part of the "new me"...the fight was really stupid so..w/e..im not gunna hold a grudge about it..i dont do it wit anyone else anymore so im not gunna start now....remember the positive energy is a good thing..negative energy is a very bad thing and brings me down so im not letin it get to me...so i had someone pick me up and we went for a ride so i could calm down a little then i came home..then i came down here and now im goin to my room so i can sleep alittle bit ...then im gettin up do start on my project thats due tues. they didnt give me any home work due 2morrow..but i got that project i just told u about ...w/e... i aint lettin myself fall behind again..nope..nada..no...not happening..lol
well i g2g..ill ttyl..much <3 pCe
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ash and me went job searchin 2day after the orientation...its was soooo tireing..we applied to like 7 different places...all over downtown....then we saw damien...then we saw nick so i waved hi...he didnt really respond...i kinda knew he wouldnt but w/e....so then we went to wal-mart...and guess who we saw...my X and his girlfriend...so his girl had the nerve to walk by me and suck her lip so i turned around and she was lookin at me so all i said ...which was completely the truth ...and said "suck ur lips all u want...remember i had ur man first"...and she didnt say anything..neither did he..cuz they both new it was the truth....so ya after a long long day i am finaly home takin a rest cuz im soooo tired......so now im gunna go take a shower and clean up my room a little...pCe
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WENT TO NY YESTERDAY AND WENT SHOPPIN...IT WAS FUUUNNNNNNNN!!!LOL...ANYWAYS....
kevin called me 2day, we talked for a little...he told me he was goin to mass for school for the next six months...bye bye kev...ull be missed :*(...but he also said he will be here on the weekends so ill c him at the club...i was like YAA.....but anyways...ummm...yea...my shirt is really cute....im goin job searchin 2morrow wit ash..oh god its gunna be along day...lol
HAHAHA i found this icon i thought it was the funniest thing..how stupid can america get i mean come on now...jeezzzeee
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Pirates of the Caribbean!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
lalalala...OH WAIT WHOS THAT....shit there is this guy here from the phone company and IM ALL ALONE!!!WHAAAAH!!! i dont like stange men!!..someone save me ...plzzzzzzzzz!!
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